PTSD, IN A NUT SHELL

TRUEstory.

WHAT IS PTSD???
hmmm….  odd….
let me see if I can help shed some light on that for ya’…

TESTIMONY:

Jus’ shy ‘a 2 years and PUSHIN’ FORWARD, WARRIOR…. . . I PROMISE GOD, ME & YOU!!!!!

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November 29th, 2011…  a few moments that FOREVER changed my life… . .  i didn’t DIE, ONCE again…  Guess God wants ta’ keep this ‘ole gal around..  ;’)  GOD ONLY GIVES US WHAT WE CAN BEAR.  I STILL BELIEVE.  I ALWAYS WILL.

BLESSINGS in DISGUISE??  31 year survivor of INCESTUOUS RAPE, 3-34..??  Raped by most men who cornered her..  friends??..  MARRIED MEN??… no..  that IS not right.  GOD DID NOT INTEND ANY OF THIS.  (WO)MAN …  POSSESSION… evil is real… . . .
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….Mom was Paranoid Schizophrenic..  THANK YOU GAIL B. GORE!!!  I LOVED HER!!! …

her Dad the DEVIL, HIMSELF…  raped by a priest, who was her father’s secret lover..  only age 5..  MORE???  her older, adopted brother was protected??  NO ACCOUNTABILITY FOR ANY HE MOLESTED AND RAPED.  Sister???  A PIG IN A BOW.  BEWARE.

her family..  children were terrorized??  Her oldest almost took her precious 15 year old life… WTH!!!
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…EX-HUSBAND??…. SEVERE DOMESTIC VIOLENCE FOR ALMOST 6 YEARS, passinging her to anyone he chose, IN THE MIDST???  …  HOLDING THE SECRETS ABOUT HER BROTHER OVER HER HEAD…  but she kept on  Loving and carrying her baby brother, THE GOOD BROTHER, ALSO ABUSED SERIOUSLY, OH, SOOO SECRETIVELY??… through HIS 17 years of SUICIDE.. METH .. HEROIN..  why would that “LOSER”, Bobby, be battling addiction, sittin’ in PRISON.. as the older two, Robin and Jason, smile and nod??.. 
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#addiction??   #GREED??

.. this woman.. me..THEN… Bedridden for jus’ shy ‘a 2 YEARS, at only 35???  SOMEDAY, IT ALL CATCHES UP WITH A GAL, I PROMISE THAT!!  AND I INSIST..  I WILL STILL KEEP  FIGHTIN’ & SMILIN’, NO MATTER WHAT THEY DO OR SAY!!!??….. … .

“Oh..  SHE WANTED IT, THOUGH!!  She is ‘THE CRAZY ONE!!  SHE JUST WANTS ATTENTION.  WHAT THE HELL IS SHE CRYIN’ ABOUT??  WHAT A SKANK, SL*T & HOE!!!!!” SHE IS NOT A “GORE”…” IT’S THAT “RUPPEL BLOOD”!!  YUCK!!!”
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TALOGA, OKLAHOMA HISTORY…
BREAKtheSILENCE.

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CHILDHOODtrauma.. . .

BEaVOICE??????  IT IS HARD.

The STRAW that BROKE the CAMELS back??…
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memories..  flashbacks..  heartBREAK!!!  soooooo many TEARS!!!   I CONFESS!!!!!

“How the HELL is THAT a BLESSING???   Ya’ CRAZY, WOMAN??!!”…  How the HELL are ya’ smilin’ & hugging every stranger in sight??..  NO WAY!!!”

I MET GOD, IS HOW.

GOD CHANGED MY LIFE.

It’s MY life:
Listen?
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Posttraumatic stress disorder
[note 1] (PTSD) is a severe condition that may develop after a person is exposed to one or more traumatic events, such as sexual assault, serious injury or the threat of death.[1] The diagnosis may be given when a group of symptoms such as disturbing recurring flashbacks, avoidance or numbing of memories of the event, and hyperarousal (high levels of anxiety) continue for more than a month after the traumatic event.[1]Most people who experience a traumatizing event will not develop PTSD.[2] Women are more likely to experience more high impact trauma, and are also more likely to develop PTSD than men.[2] Children are less likely to experience PTSD after trauma than adults, especially if they are under 10 years of age.[2]War veterans are commonly at risk to PTSD.
(credit: WIKIPEDIA)

there IS a funny PART..  It’s on the show link above…  It involves Justin Bieber..  My oldest daughter’s dream love..  Listen for me??  Blessings and Love, ETERNALLY.

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Her SECRET truth?????
TRUTH, it IS.  Simple, yes??

NOT FOR MOST.
❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤

WISDOM.
ONLY WITH GOD.
NOW…. LOOK UP & WITHIN.

I BELIEVE.  DO YOU??

We ALL have REASONS to.

Rev. Mary Catherine Lail-Ann Haynes©

GOD heals.  FACT. ;')

IF I CAN.. CAN YOU???
NEVERgiveUP.
STAYtrue.
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Love Offerings Accepted in God.

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